December 2011
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“And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain...”
– Douglas Coupland, Life After God (via indicio)
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I came to the realisation this morning that the reason I seem to be perfectly fine is probably because I haven’t said the words out loud. I almost had to on the phone last night but froze and just diverted the conversation leaving my parents to do it. Today at work I didnt mention it, only in passing to one girl that I needed to go shopping for funeral clothes. I can feel it bubbling...
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Turning up outside my house at half three in the morning to give me a hug. Absolute favourite :)
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The past two days have been somewhat of a blur. Im not entirely sure why I am writing about this on the internet but there we go. I had a dream on Friday in which I kept being told that you had died, over and over again and each time I heard the news I reacted less and became more calm. On saturday, Christmas Eve, I got told to prepare myself and I fell apart. Yesterday, Christmas Day, you passed...
Rest in peace Grandma, I told you to have a good sleep ♥
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Merry Christmas everyone! Have a wonderful day.
'Prepare Yourself'
I have no idea how to do this other than to watch Alkaline Trio dvds with the volume so high I literally cannot think.
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Pretty sure I got a little more excited than a person should when Lou bought me a whole tub of Pick n Mix giant snakes for Christmas.
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Planning a ‘Made in Chelsea’ Christmas tea party for @Loureade and myself. We have no shame and I am bloody excited about it, only problem is we have to wait until tomorrow to watch it!
probablydrinkingtea asked: I hope you have a lovely Christmas pretty lady xx
closetoghost:
While You’re Waiting - Alkaline...
Watching re-runs of Lie To Me makes for a good evening. There is never enough Tim Roth.
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I'll fight like hell to hide that i'm giving up.
Everything is so irrelevant at the moment.
Nicest weekend in Bromsgrove :)
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Do Not Resuscitate
Three words I was not prepared to hear at 8am. Its been one hell of a long morning, hopefully things are okay, as okay as they can be now.
Driving around weston at 5am in my Pj’s to my Grandma’s was not a fun experience. Now for a day spent at a hospital, I hate hospitals. This is not going to be a pleasant day.
Work gave me 50 stamps, who wants a Christmas card?!
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